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In the Midnight Hour: A Cup of Joe, Maggots, Memories, and Run-On Sentences

Working the first 240 minutes of the graveyard shift, when the crazies and criminals come out to play, and when many normal and sane folks allow alcohol and drugs to take over the part of the mind that controls mean and nasty, is a timeframe that generates many a tale told by crusty old retired cops who sometimes gather at pancake houses to share breakfasts with their remaining former brothers and sisters in blue. The ones still alive and who care enough to talk about the good old days, that is.

Like weekend fishermen sometimes share tales about the big ones that got away, these antecedent cops gather at favorite greasy spoon breakfast diners to tell, retell, and compare “just-like-it-was-yesterday” stories using excitement-induced run-on sentences to detail events of the heart-pounding times when bullets zinged and pinged off the pavement around them as they rushed to capture wanted criminals who’d popped off those rounds before disappearing into abandoned warehouses or alleyways during nights as black as ink with air so still they could hear their own blood zipping its way through the convoluted paths of veins and arteries as nervous hearts worked in overdrive mode to keep up with the amount of adrenaline racing through their bodies as they searched for the hidden bad guys who’d as just soon kill a cop as they would eat a ham sandwich.

Yeah, those kinds of jittery and sometimes PTSD-infused run-on comments about remarkable accomplishments and incredible feats of top-coppery are the sort of stories that take center stage while the sounds of sizzling bacon and spattering sausage patties provide the soundtrack to the morning gatherings.

As the scent of warm toast wafts through the air, the men and women who’d instantly shed twenty-five pounds when they handed over their bulky gun belts on the day they’d received their “Retired” badges, fawningly speak of the days before semi-automatics and Kevlar vests and of car radios that weren’t capable of sending or receiving signals out in the distant areas of the county, leaving the solo officers on their own to handle whatever came their way.

The old-timers compare scars—the raised marks on the hands, arms, and faces they’d earned when arresting the tough guys who loved to use razor-sharp blades to slash at cops. Occasionally, one of the balding and wrinkled retired patrol cops shows off a zig-zagged raised area on the cheek, a disfigurement due to being on the receiving end of a downward-plunge of an ice pick or screwdriver.

It was early morning, 2 a.m., according to the portly ex-officer whose once rock-steady hands trembled unmercifully these days, when he and the other members of the entry team stood on the non-moonlit side of a house deep in the heart of the worst area in town. While waiting for the signal to kick the door,  he listened to the distant soulful moan of train whistle and the clicking and ticking of windblown dried and crunchy fall leaves as they tumbled and danced their way across cracked pavement. It was cool out, but beads of fear-sweat the size of baby garden peas wormed their way down his spine, slipping through that void between the waistband and the hot flesh at the small of the back. He felt his badge pulse out and in ever so slightly with each thump of his nervous, worked-up heart.

Others recalled the animals that shared the night shifts with them—the skinny three-legged dogs and wiry cats with matted fur, washboard ribs, and gangly crooked tails and jagged fight-damaged ears. Raccoons with eyes that burn yellow or red when met with the bright beam of the car-mounted spotlight. Possums that hiss and bare pointy teeth when cornered.

There was the old wino, the guy who wore nine layers of clothing, a filthy watchman’s cap and toeless boots, a homeless man who reeked of body odor so horrific that jailers hosed him down before fingerprinting him. He’s the guy who often had maggots wriggling around inside his ratty underwear, and whose BVD’s were rarely removed before using the bathroom. A waste of time, he’d said. Why bother? Yes, they’d all seen and smelled the funk when they’d arrested him and others like him for breaking into cars, shoplifting bottles of booze, or stealing cheap aftershave to drink because it contained alcohol.

A turn onto main street after checking the alley between the hardware store and the Five and Dime revealed storm drains at the curbs spewing wispy tendrils of sewer steam that combined with hot city sweat before melting into a dark sky spattered with thousands of pinpoint lights.

Stoplights as far as the eye could see, all winking and blinking in an ill-timed discord of reds and yellows and greens.

The street sweeper who passed by, holding up a single finger as a sleepy acknowledgment that he, too, was out there in the night making ends meet the best way he knew how.

Drug dealers and prostitutes faded into darkened storefronts as patrol cars slowly rolled past.

Yes, one last refill, please. No cream. No sugar. Just like the thick jailhouse coffee that kept their motors running back in the day. Then it’d be time to take the spouse’s car in for an oil change, or to stop by the market for bread and milk and eggs. One had a doctor’s appointment. The ticker’d been acting up a bit lately.

Back to the stories, though. There’s always time for one or two more before the full breakfast crowd began to drift in, the folks wanting over-easy eggs, cheese omlets, piles of crispy bacon and pieces of country ham, stacks of steaming pancakes and waffles topped with fresh berries and whipped cream and elderberry or maple syrup.

A pair of young troopers enter, remove their campaign hats, and take a seat at the counter. The server slides cermaic mug of coffee in front of each. Their radios crackle and a dispatchers’ voice cut through the air in a monotone voice that could’ve just as easily come from robot in a sci-fi film.

They all remember and nod. And they stop to think. Each of them.

It was just last night when they’d each slipped on the uniform and badge and gun and shiny shoes. A pen in the shirt pocket and a slapjack in the right rear pants pocket.

Sirens and red lights.

Wife beaters. Robbers, Rapists.

Murderers.

Their war-wounds.

The missing bit of earlobe. The punk was, of course, a biter.

The loss of vision in the left eye. A 2×4 to the head, a blow delivered by a beefy, tatted-up redneck who didn’t want to see his brother carted off to jail.

The lifetime limp. A drunk driver who swerved right while the officer helped an elderly man change a tire.

The disfigured hand and scar tissue. Rescuing a little girl from the burning car.

Closing their eyes and seeing the face of the dead guy floating in the river, the one whose eyes became a tasty snack for turtles and fish.

The decapitated head at the side of the railroad tracks. Headphones prevented him from hearing the train approaching from the rear. They were found dangling from a thin tree branch along with a clump of hair still attached to a small bit of flesh and shattered skull.

The teen with the knife-punctured carotid artery that spurted long arcing jets of bright red blood onto the hands and arms and faces and clothes of responding officers as they tried to save the fatally wounded youth.

The punches, the bruises, the kicks.

The foot chase between the houses.

The struggles.

The guns.

The shots.

The coroner.

The nights.

The long, lonely nights.

The nightmares.

And then morning comes and it’s time to do it all again.

It’s all they have left.

Memories.

That, and those broken lives and bodies.

And a cup of joe.

Black, no sugar.

Just like the good old days.

 

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Midnight Hours and Poe’s Raven: Old Cops Out to Pasture

The graveyard shift’s first four hours unfold like a switchblade in a back alley brawl, the night sky morphing from a hue as black as Poe’s Raven to searing white as jagged shards of lightning arc overhead. It’s when the nocturnal creatures emerge—the crazies, the criminals, and the ordinarily sane folks who’ve let booze and dope hijack their “I know betters.”

These are the hours that grizzled veteran cops swap tales—”war stories”—over greasy spoon breakfasts of underdone eggs and rubbery sausage patties, their coffee as black as the nights they patrolled. They’re like old soldiers, their blues and scarred gun belts swapped for flannel shirts and high-waisted pants held in place by leather straps that strain against paunches earned by years of fast-food dinners grabbed between calls.

The pancake house air is thick with nostalgia and the sizzle of frying bacon, a chorus to their anecdotes.

Young rookies listen to their words but brush them aside. Like the crazies and those temporarily insane by intoxication, the square-jawed, muscled, wet-behind-the-ears officers with eight months on the job and fresh academy training believe they’re invincible, with more know-how than the seasoned, experienced experts.

But they begin to focus as the elders reminisce, sliding forward in their seats with elbows on the table. Eyes a bit wider.

“Remember them days before Kevlar and Glocks?” one old-timer might say, his beefy fingers wrapped around a stained mug. “When your radio crapped out soon as you hit the county road out past the rock quarry, and you was on your own against that family who took potshots at cops just for the fun of it?”

They compare scars like fishermen comparing lures—each mark a story, each pucker of flesh a badge of survival. There’s the raised line on a cheek where a screwdriver found purchase, the zig-zag on a forearm from a razor-wielding meth dealer who didn’t want to go a jail again, a crooked finger caused by a break during a violent scuffle when a man tried to take away the officer’s gun.

One starts in on a raid, his voice dropping low and quiet as if the memory might spook the suspects. “Two a.m., pitch black ‘cept for them stars up there. A scraggly old alley cat brushed my leg. Scared the bejesus out of me, I tell you what. It looked up at me like it knew somethin’ we didn’t. Made me think about what we were getting into. Air that night was so still you could hear your own blood rushin’ through your veins, and sweat rollin’ down your back colder’n a well digger’s hind end.”

The night comes alive in their telling—three-legged mutts and dumpster-diving raccoons with eyes like burning coals in the sweep of a spotlight. They speak of the wino who wore his clothes like geological strata, stench rising off him in visible waves, maggots squirming in places no man should host such creatures.

Their words paint the midnight streets: steam rising from storm drains like lost souls, stoplights winking in devil’s morse code, working girls and drug runners melting into shadows at the sight of a slow-rolling cruiser. The lonely acknowledgment of a street sweeper, one finger raised in mute solidarity.

They remember the dispatcher’s voice, flat as day-old beer but carrying the weight of potential disaster in every clipped syllable. The adrenaline surge at “shots fired” or “officer needs assistance.” The foot chases down dark alleys rank with piss and desperation, the struggle and the satisfaction of slapping cuffs on some dirtbag who thought he could outrun justice.

But there are darker memories, too, lurking just beneath the surface of their banter. The bloated river corpse with fish-nibbled eyes. The teen whose life pumped out in crimson arcs from a slashed throat, painting responding officers in guilt and helplessness. The decapitated body by the tracks, a grim lesson in situational awareness.

Somewhere between ten and fifteen years ago, between the raid and raccoons, the youngsters got yanked away to a shots-fired call.

The breakfast diners are gone, replaced by early lunch crowds drawn by the siren song of chicken and dumplings. The old-timers drift away, one by one. They’d been there all night.

Back to lives of doctor’s appointments and oil changes, to spouses who’ll never fully understand what they’ve seen and done.

But for a few precious hours, they were cops again—brothers and sisters in blue, guardians of the thin line between order and chaos. All they have left now are memories, broken bodies, and that familiar cup of joe.

Like the good old days when they stood tall against nights as dark as Poe’s Raven and teemed with unseen threats, their coffee was black. No sugar. As bitter as the memories that now haunt their quieter days.

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